okay so i seeked help at school for my 4 year deppression worries but i accidently told them about me self harming! by law they had to ring my parents but i asked them not to as they wouldent take it very well but they refused to not ring them! so dad picked up the fone and school told me that he wasent angry. i went home that night and non of them would talk to me! untill about 8 oclock and mum sat me down to talk! bythen i thort she would have been supportive but she wasent! she called me an addict and compared my self harming to druggies and anourexics and chain smokers! it hurt me alot! since then she hasent spoken to me mutch and hasent mentioned it but school offered help for me i.e a mentor
i met with this mentor yesterday and she said i had to give this form to mum to sign to conferm that they can take me out of school for an hour or so in theyr car or summat. i took it home and mum wasent happy at all! she looked realy upset and started saying about social services again because shee has got it in her head that social services might be involved! i told school that she said this and they said that they can assure me they wont because theres no reason for them to be involved!
so yeah , she took it away with her and i came back about 10 minutes later and she has put it on the side were she never looks most of the time! she has made no effort to sign it and looks like she never will! it was realy hard asking her to sign it in the furst place how am i ment to remind her again of it?
i am sick of her trying to make me feel worse by getting help! all i want is this form completed and then i wont have to talk to her about nothing else again! my worry now is how am i going to persuade her to sign this without getting all upset again with me?
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x.s.o.f.i.i.x
