So, I met a girl in the South of France(My country of origin)last summer. I fell in love with her, and we have written to each other ever since. I have hinted at my love but have never told her because I have decided I want to tell her in person. I'm going to see her this summer again, and I'm leaving the 18th of June to France(I'm also planning to move back there permanently when I go to college next year). I'm leaving the 22nd of July but I'll only have the last 2 and 1/2 weeks of my trip with her(I'm also going to look for info on going to college in Paris at the ESTACA). So I've pretty much decided to tell her but I don't know how, with my social anxiety and all. I've also been suicidal recently(Know I'm on 40mg Paxil and have an excellent psychotherapist :)) so I'm not sure how I'd react to a rejection. Anyways I'm trying to think of the psoitive side(there are signs she may love me too) so this is the plan:Get comfortable with her again, and do some activities together. Than, once that is done ask her, if she wants to go on a walk with me, or just if I can talk to her. Once we're alone I'm thinking I can say something like this(Girls can prentend you're being told this to see if it's good):
"I've been meaning to tell you something very important. If you could just listen and then tell me what you think, that would be great. Ever since I met you it's been something very special for me. I've already told you in my letters that being with you makes me happy, and that so far away in LA I miss you so much. You have become everything to me. Vahina(pronounced with a silent h) I love you. With all my heart I love you, and I'll always be there for you. I needed to tell you how I feel and I want to know how it makes you feel to hear this?"
Then I'll let her tell me what she thinks, and I'll go from there. What do you think? Any good? Give me advice. Thanks to everyone for reading and replying.
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