I'm a 20-year-old college girl. I've never dated anyone before, never had a serious relationship. Usually I am shy... I either fall hard for a guy who's already taken or disinterestd, or I am not attracted to a guy that likes me. Since I have little experience, I usually try not to push anything or try to think about it. I have NO idea what to do with kissing, cuddling, etc.
BUT last night i had a really nice dream. I basically began to date a 'guy' (who might represent someone I know, but I didnt think i liked him...it was prolly just A boy of some type). We were just talking/hanging and all the sudden I was about to leave. We looked at each other and I instantly and carefreely KISSED him on the lips - quick and soft, no making out. It was romantic and cute. Like little kids..'
For the first time ever, even in a dream, I felt amazing. I felt so happy to think that another person WANTS and accepts my kiss. In the dream, he felt 100% the same way I did and he accepted the kiss. It was as if it's perfectly fine for me to touch him because he trusts me...and he accepted the kiss back. We were like on the same level..
It was really neat and I really hope one day I can kiss a boy like that who wants me too.