I've got first day of college classes tomorrow. If you even seen one of my previous topics or read one of my ehelps you'd see why I feel like this. I just know things are going to be fucked up. I can't get rid of whats happened to me, and if I just let it stay I will eventually lose control and start hurting myself and eventually killing myself. I hate this. I hate it so much and it won't leave, it won't go away, and I don't think it ever will if its persisted for so long.
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Bitner
Professional
would it kill you to try to be positive about it?
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Yes because I would kill myself to be rid of the pain and everything forever.
Post edited at 12:40 am on Aug. 27, 2008 by Raging Inferno
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JulianBabe
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I doubt it will be as bad as you think it will be. Check it out and...I bet it won't be so bad.
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Connoisseur
Its not the going to college, its the fact that this damn thing doesn't cease. It keeps returning to make me even more miserable.
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