Lately, this has been how I have been feeling towards him. I was certain I was in love with him. And you know...to be quite honest, maybe I am? I certainly dont' know what love is...is love being able to forgive and give many chances? Hoping this person will change? Wanting this person to change. Worrying sick for them when they don't answer your calls or return them? When do you know you're in love? I'm not sure. I think I might have an idea..but lately...

I am indifferent. I'm happy for this too, because this is what he lives by. He doesn't care about anything. Until he loses what he had.

Now, I never call. Now, I never text. Now, I never IM. Yet... NOW is when he randomly starts....He certainly knows how to 'play the game', but what he doesn't know is, this game is over..

ANYWAY.
GOOD MORNING LIVEWIRE.

PS. Like I said, this is a rant. If you don't talk to me..You obviously will have no idea what this is about.

Post edited at 3:13 am on July 23, 2008 by somelikeitred

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