So I just accepted the offer from the army to be trained as a marksman. Its a week long camp starting on Saturday... and the only real problem is my exam results come out...the equivalent to A levels... offers from Uni also come out...
The camp is a one off opportunity, and the only way to get onto this course is to do really well on the range at your recruit camp, which I did. If I dont go on this camp then I wont be able to ever do this course again. Hardly anyone gets this opportunity anyway.
I go through phases where I really want to do it, an then I really dont, because of results next week and shit like finding housing and employment...
Fuck guys, Im even kinda scared that Ill start fucking up on camp...
Fuck it, well I just accepted it and Im off to it on Saturday.
I feel kinda sick....
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