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Replies: 8 Last Post Oct. 11 6:01am by Catacomb
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( aksamirae )
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Emo, Cutter, Whatever you want to call it, But thats me, but when I do, or get really frustrated and want to cut, I am usually thinking about how angry I am with someone else, But I guess I hurt myself because I dont want to hurt other people... I dont know because naturaly I'm pretty violent. So I guess I'm woundering why In my mind I have to take my anger at other people out on myself.
------- If this is what they call not having a life... Then I love it!
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Catacomb
Dairy Product Addict
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its to get attention thats why
------- your soles lead, your soul heels and follows
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silverrose42
Connoisseur
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Yeah, you do.
------- Only two things are infinite, the universe and human stupidity, and I'm not sure about the former. ~Albert Einstein~
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Jadien
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Quote: from aksamirae at 8:16 am on Oct. 11, 2008
Emo, Cutter, Whatever you want to call it, But thats me, but when I do, or get really frustrated and want to cut, I am usually thinking about how angry I am with someone else, But I guess I hurt myself because I dont want to hurt other people... I dont know because naturaly I'm pretty violent. So I guess I'm woundering why In my mind I have to take my anger at other people out on myself. 
I'm not going to pretend I understand what's going on in your head, but let me lend you some insight. You're most likely cutting yourself because you're the only person you can control. You can control your own hurt, your own feelings. Everything. You can't control anyone else. You're taking out anger on yourself because you can't physically take it out on the person you're angry worth. Most times, when getting angry with someone, self mutilators "blame themselves" for the argument, and seek punishment. Cutting seems to be the only way they can deal with the stress of the argument, or whatever is bothering them. This is a website I found to help you better understand why you do what you do. Good luck.
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5:28 am on Oct. 11, 2008 | Joined June 2008 | 128 Days Active Join to learn more about Jadien Michigan, United States | Label Free Female | 4391 Posts | 7251 Points
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Fryz
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When im angry i have a hole in my backyard that i dig it works. or i go on a work it sohuld neevr for a eprson coem to slitting wrist arms face etc.
------- Thats not what the dinosaur would do!
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