I understand. But, don't inflict on other people, let them do whatever they want but, you - you must be different because obviously you are different. There are just some people in this world that are not meant to be with others because they think differently, look differently, etc. I don't think it's a bad thing - I've never found someone who I can truly relate too - someone who thinks of things along the lines as I. Please don't feel you need to hurt things. That is definitely not the solution. I've felt the same way once, but I resented because I realized how stupid and a waste of time it is to do so.
& trust me, one day you will feel everything come into place. High school sucks ass, some people can never fit in because you are being constantly judged, in college it will be different, new people, new school. Just suck it up for another three years. I have a little less than two to go.
grow a pair... wow 
